Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Where does my help come from?

Today I started on my getting Thank You notes written (a much needed thing for me to do). I am pretty miserable, and I hope I can say that without complaining. Complaining displeases the Lord, and it brings others down with you. NOT what I want. However, being so close to having this baby and coughing, (and coughing and coughing, etc.)and having my daughter doing the same, I feel pretty overwhelmed, sad, and sometimes very helpless. Not to mention the pain of the cough (pulling on my tummy:(. ANYway, I came across these verses today, and knew it was no accident.

"I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.

My help cometh from the LORD, which made heaven and earth.

He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber."

~Psalm 121:1-3

The whole chapter is wonderful, but I just typed out the first 3 verses. What a blessing they were to me today. I know the Lord DOES hear me when I cry out to Him. And I'm SO thankful for that. What else can I do but wait on Him, knowing full well that He knows my situation so completely and me, too. I want to use this time to draw nearer to Him, for He truly is my HELP.

10 days til my due date. It's hard for me to comprehend that. Sometimes it seems like things will never be different than they are right now. Ever feel that way?? I'm hoping Mikayla and I feel good enough to see Grannybear tomorrow. It's been so long! I've been staying away b/c I do NOT want to get her sick. AND, we may go to Emmie's house to sew up a little blanket for our little boy, depending on how we/she feel/s.

Hope you all have a good evening. Thank you for your kind words:)

3 comments:

Misty said...

You know Sarah when little Joseph is born it may be hard to remember life before him, you think what did we do before Joseph came along? Anyways thats how it was for me with each kid. praying for you!

Vivi said...

Love you so much, my sweet princess. I'm praying for you. I'm sorry I've not been much of a help. I'm so sad about that. I want to be there for you, you know. Thank you for the great jambalaya! Enjoy pretzel stuff. See you tomorrow, I hope. Love to all.

sarahdodson said...

Thank you, dear Misty.

Mom, you've been a HUGE HELP to me. I do hope you feel better soon. My heart is hurting so much for my girl this evening. She's been coughing SO much. I feel so helpless.

Love you, ladies!